kabig!

it’s the feeling of being lonely that strikes me; feeling of being accepted, cared and need. It’s a need of human being. Its not because I don’t feel complete. Its because I long to be held and never let go. I’m seeking comfort I always make my self busy & I don’t feel worthy of doing those without someone to share it with. I don’t feel good keeping all the secrets and magic we witnessed in the world . Its not because I’m losing myself of my life or that I’m missing the feeling of being in love: its not the love nor he feeling. It’s respect, understanding and concern. Its about a promise of being by my side and being there for me. Its never about good looks, beauty or vanity its about me and you and being happy. Beauty will fade, money will never be saved, even love will soon disintegrate but the promise of never leaving my side…will never fade.

There’s constantly making me lonely…and it strikes me in the darkest hour in the night. There exist somebody who can give you something different and never the member of a family nor a friend could bring. For there is somebody not to make you complete, nor to make you happy…but to share yourself as a human being. Share, aside from the circle of your own blood. Its finding someone who’s genuinely interested to your wholeness, even to the mundane details of your day...