Eargasm: Last Night I Heard Everything in Slow Motion

Mania

You are my positive distraction
Take me with you as you sleep
I am left in nowhere thinking of
How it should be 
How we should be
What we could have been and
What we are right now 
Can't speak more of what's inside
Let's just say I'm out of my mind

The Bestfriend

I want to be your sweetest hello, your first good morning.
I want to be your listener, your number one fan.
I want to be with you in all the travel magazines, to the moon back to eternity.

Let's dine and dance and talk and sleep. Let's dream. Together. And fly. I want to be your present and your nearest future.

I want to be the go to person in your phone book. The midnight caller.
I want to be the one who cares and dares.

I want to read your poetry, your literature. I want to see your soul..

I want to be your sanctuary.
Your best friend of all..

The First and Last Day of Its Kind

Today is first and last day of its kind and I want to make it count.  I just realized that I don't have enough sleep. and that I am spending so much of my time working. Two months ago if you ask me how I lived my life with so much work I would say I have relationships - with family, friends and a loved one. But that was two months ago. It probably be because I'm spending too much at work or just maybe, it's just not meant to be and things aren't working between us anymore, or that maybe we just stopped. 

Things change and people, life doesn't stop for anybody. So there goes the hopeful attitude that everything will be alright. Life is too short to be complaining about the things we cannot change or things that will reveal themselves in the God's time.

Week has been crazy but today has been a very good day. I might not have a happy love story right now, but at least I have a fantastic job. I just received the good news today of how great, cool and awesome I am to be part of something larger than my self. I love my job - my work, and all the exceptional people I meet everyday. How passionate they are and how willing they are to pursue them.

Today, my prayer has been answered. I am looking forward to a more meaningful, pins on my goals, go for travel, and good vibes shoot 2013.

Be grateful folks. The world is only as beautiful as you allow it to be.

Missed

I do not want to talk about her anymore but it’s getting more serious every single day.

It creeps in and lingers. And I don’t want to get used to it. I want to do something about it because that’s just how I want things to be – to at least have an explanation or texts, identification of what it is. Plainly, I miss her. I miss my best friend. I miss the way we used to be and how this very soul connects me to this earth and beyond. She wouldn’t be reading this anyway so I don’t bother…

Maybe I just feel a little lonely inside. We all want to be loved, to find that kind of contentment and feeling of being whole in others. And I have for a time in my life found mine...

Dusk in December

Exactly two months after a tragedy I went on a trip alone, risked all there is to be afraid of just so I can have time on my own, and did something for the first time. 

6:17 in the morning, 12.2.12

La Union

Capacities UDD Album Launch

Up dharma Down's Capacities Album Launch

November 28, 2012

One Esplanade

This was the very first time I watched them play live dahil sa maraming reasons kaya nito lang. But I have all their albums. And hindi ako nagkamali na magaling sila magperform live. Waiting for the launch month before I knew the album would be uniquely great because of 'Turn it Well' which sounded so UdD after all these years. I don't know how would I describe it but I knew this album would be one of my favorites. They still managed to keep their original music and evolve with more poetically written and sung lyrics. My personal favorites are Luna,Indak and Parks.

One thing I like about gigs and watch them perform live is you get to sing with the band, to their songs, with the lyrics that connects everyone in the room. It's so dreamy and fleeting at the same time... Anyway, I was able to pre-order the album so I got to have the freebies. The poster that was really cool (photo on top) reminds me of the Beatles actually. Imagine how it would look like when framed.. another was the limited edition CD and the cool UDD shirt. Nice eh? I was able to let them sign my other two albums as well. Yey! Because I went alone, I do not have any photo of myself with the band. Anyway, I will catch them again soon..with a friend! and a more reliable camera!:)

*I learned from my good friend and a UDD fan as well that Indak was an old single. 

Missing You - Kina Grannis

Watch me fall, watch me fall down... 
There's an aching in my skin
I wanna get out, wanna get out
Out of mind
Out of time
Into you
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/k/kina_grannis/missing_you.html ]
They say, "People grow, let it go
Time will heal your bleeding wounds"
But I don't think it's gonna work out that easy
I'll be missing you