Happy Thoughts

It’s a good feeling when you wake up with a tingling sensation, knowing that there is and you have that someone you can talk to about the mundane details of your day and they’re genuinely interested. You have that someone with the same craziness as yours. You feel accepted as you are. You feel appreciated for the little things you do and value. You feel a connection with that someone.

Daydreaming has been your hobby. Flying because of happy thoughts and romantic fantasies. Tears and laughter shared. Serious talks and life incoherence reflected. Shortcomings are forgiven along with the embrace of your imperfections.
There is no better feeling.

You are being vulnerable having that soft spot that someone can use as the entry way into your being. You become to be not afraid of that someone that will push you off the edge. You argue over little things and misunderstandings. You have fights that make you understand each other and know yourself better.
You have sleepless nights. You spend empty batteries and waste time and money.
There is no better feeling.

If only I have that someone…
If there will ever be that someone…
I’d be happy.

Actually, there was.